Sunday..

Today was ok.. I had to teach Sunday School which was partly why I was so down yesterday. But in God's grace it worked out well; the lesson ran quite well.. I played some basketball in the arvo.

But when I got to Church I just felt like leaving straight away. I dont quite know why now but it felt really clear to me at the time. I just feel like I need people to talk to so much but I don't want to be so needy. I thought things would be better now but its just much much worse. I just want to get back to normal as quickly as possible but its just not possible.